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2010-09-27T20:22:00.001-07:00

lama aku tinggalkan blog ni. nasib baik masih boleh beroperasi lagi. huhuhu..

G.E.R.A.M.

2009-09-06T03:47:00.000-07:00

Cuti ni tension betul aku. Internet punye la slow. Usah kata nak bukak banyak window, bukak satu pun mengengsot. Huhuhu... Sakit jiwa aku dibuatnya.

Cuti ni aku tak balik Sentul. Boring jugak rasanya. Buku cerita pun dah habis aku baca, sampaikan tak tahu dah nak baca apa.

Kamu by Nitrus

2009-05-07T19:08:00.000-07:00

Umpama bidadari
Yang turun dari kayangan
Indah nian tak berbandingan
Terasa bagai disentuh bayangan mu

(Korus)
Sesungguhnya kamu terang bagaikan cahaya
Yang menyinari hidupku dikala ku kelam.. kelam
Terciptalah aku tuk kali pertama
Dan akan ku buktikan kesungguhan dari hati ini
Hati ini…

Umpama bidadari
Kau selalu menyenangkan aku
Biar kadang ku terkeliru
Izinkan aku menyentuh bayanganmu

(Ulang korus)
Terciptanya aku untuk kau (3x)
(Ulang korus)

MULANYA 1 CINTA ~ Rose Harissa

2009-01-16T01:14:00.000-08:00

EDDY EZLI dan Khairina berkahwin di luar negara ketika mereka masih bergelar pelajar. Malangnya, ketika anak mereka, Afizan berusia dua bulan, Khairina berlaku curang kerana desakan hidup di rantau orang.

Akibat mengejar cinta lain, Khairina meminta cerai dan hak penjagaan anak diserahkan kepada Ezli. Kerana dikecewakan, Ezli menutup pintu hatinya untuk menerima kehadiran wanita di dalam hidupnya.

Namun, permulaan yang tidak diduga telah menemukan Ezli dengan Iryanie yang diupah untuk mengasuh Afizan. Ibu Ezli terpaut dengan layanan mesra yang ditunjukkan oleh gadis itu.

Hubungan Iryanie dan Afizan semakin rapat sehingga anak itu selesa memanggilnya ‘mama’. Akhirnya, Ezli patuh pada fitrah manusia bahawa dia amat memerlukan ibu untuk anaknya dan teman buat dirinya. Cinta dan rindunya mula berputik terhadap Iryanie.

Namun, kemunculan semula Khairina untuk merampas Afizan telah membuatkan Ezli hidup dalam kebimbangan. Pelbagai cara digunakan oleh wanita itu dalam mendapatkan kembali anak itu daripada Ezli.

Konflik dan krisis bagai tak berkesudahan sehingga terbawa ke kamar mahkamah. Namun, dapatkah mereka menerima keputusan pengadilan yang akan melukakan salah satu hati?

Ulasan aku mengenai novel ini: ~coming soon~

SERASI DI HATI ~ Nora Ismail

2009-01-16T01:10:00.000-08:00

Persahabatan itu tidak pernah disengajakan, perasaan tersebut biasa-biasa sahaja. Tidak ada rasa sayang, tidak ada rasa kasih... Bahkan Zarul tahu Edrinaz sudah berpunya. Namun semakin jauh mereka menerokai, semakin indah perasaan itu dirasa. Semakin sering bertemu, semakin Zarul merindu. Dan akhirnya Zarul, mahupun Edrinaz sedar, mereka sama-sama berasa serasi di hati.

Ulasan aku mengenai novel ini:

Finally, dapat jugak aku mengulas sedikit sebanyak pasal citer buku epal hijau ni. Teringat plak bila masa mula2 aku survey novel ni untuk dibeli, aku bertanya pada Kak Nora, ceritanya macam mana..? Ringkas je Kak Nora menjawab, citer yang gatal2. Terpinga2 gak la aku nak memahaminya. OK, masuk bab ulasan.

So far, citer ni termasuk dalam kategori best jugak la dalam kamus bacaan aku. Sebabnya, aku suka dengan kesungguhan si Zarul dalam mengejar cinta Edrinaz. Tak putus asa walaupun dia tahu hati Edrinaz tak mungkin berpaling kepadanya memandangkan Edrinaz sayang giler pada suaminya; si Azman. Bagi aku, si Azman pulak berada dalam kategori lelaki DAYUS kerana sebagai ketua dan peneraju utama dalam sebuah rumah tangga, dia ni tak boleh jadi leader. Mungkin sebab terlalu dimanjakan oleh Edrinaz yang menyintai suaminya itu separuh mati. Pulak tu mudah termakan hasutan si Ju. Mungkin sebab hati si Azman ni tidak sepenuhnya diberi kepada isterinya. Untung pulak bila memikirkan watak Azman ni walaupun tak cinta pada isterinya tapi masih mahu meneruskan rumah tangga mereka kerana Edrinaz biasanya akan memberikannya wang belanja setiap hujung bulan. Kalau pun tak berpelajaran tinggi mana kenalah rajin berusaha untuk memperbaiki kelemahan diri. Jangan terlalu bergantung pada orang lain walaupun orang itu adalah isterinya sendiri. Seperti yang orang tua2 selalu bagitahu sampai bila aku nak tongkat langit pada anak2nya yang malas berusaha dan terlalu bergantung pada keluarga.

Watak si Zalina pun sangat aku tak suka. Ada ke pulak cam gitu. Dapat suami walaupun dah tua punya la baik tapi sempat lagi nak mengejar Zarul. Terlalu obsess dengan kesempurnaan fizikal yang ada pada diri pemuda kacukan itu. Tapi aku sempat jugak berpendapat 'padan muka' bila dia diceraikan oleh suaminya malahan dia juga ditendang dari butiknya. T'pk jugak aku kat luar sana sebenarnya ada jugak manusia sebegitu. Cuma kita tak tahu siapa.

Tapi hati aku agak tercuit kelucuan bila selepas Zarul dan Edrinaz akhirnya berkahwin dan menanti kelahiran cahayamata yang pertama, Zarul pulak yang mengalami morning sickness. Siap mengidam nak makan macam2. Tapi seronok jugak bila ada penulis yang mengetengahkan perihal morning sickness yang ditanggung oleh para suami. Biasanya aku hanya membaca perihal pompuan mengandung yang mengalami morning sickness. Good info.

Tak banyak ulasan yang aku berikan di sini sebab kalau rasa citer ni best dan nak tahu lebih lanjut lagi, kena la beli sendiri dan baca.. Apa2pun, enjoy the stories..

CHINTA ~ Norhayati Berahim

2009-01-16T01:07:00.001-08:00

Zahirnya dia lelaki yang sempurna, ada gaya ada harta. Sedangkan tiada sesiapa yang tahu, dia sebenarnya sedang menderita. Derita jiwa yang menghantui bertahun lalu lama. Kerana angkara si emak, lelaki yang bernama Raja Akid itu tidak pernah percaya pada cinta. Bahkan dendam yang berladung di hati tidak pernah dapat diusir dari diri. Dan sampai satu saat, gadis yang bernama Chinta itu hadir. Raja Akid terperangkap antara kasihnya terhadap Chinta dan bencinya pada wanita.Beranikah dia menghuraikan segala rahsia yang disimpan? Dapatkah dimiliki kasih Chinta? Sebenarnya... hanya Raja Akid sahaja yang boleh menjawabnya.

Ulasan aku selepas membaca novel ini: apa yang aku x suka bila baca Chinta...

Aku tak suka bila membaca part yang ada kisah pak cik Kamal terutamanya di awal2 cerita. Begitu zalim dengan anak saudara sendiri walaupun Chinta tidak melakukan apa2 kesalahan. Lebih2 lagi bila Chinta kena sepak terajang bila dirasakan Chinta mengadu kerana tidak dapat masuk sekolah asrama kepada mak yongnya. pulak tu sayangnya pada Rodin melebih-lebih sampaikan sanggup jual tanah semata-mata nak tengok anak lelaki kesayangannya belajar sampai ke luar negara.

Aku juga tak suka bila baca part Saiful yang sanggup meninggalkan Chinta hanya kerana dikaburi oleh kecantikan dan wang yang dicanangkan oleh Akma. Lepas tu kadang2 timbul jugak rasa malu dalam dirinya kerana beribu dan berayahkan orang buta. Nampak sangat dia jenis lelaki pengikis apabila dia menyindir Chinta tidak pernah keluarkan duit apabila mereka keluar makan bersama, asyik2 dia yang kena belanja. Walaupun dia dah tahu Akma masih dalam proses perceraian tetapi dia tetap rela dirinya dijadikan toys bosnya itu.

Puan Shima @ Puteri Shima dan Raja Farah pun sama juga. Sebagai seorang bekas pembantu rumah yang berkahwin dengan anak orang kaya, Puan Shima sepatutnya sedar diri dan bersyukur di atas kesenangan yang dikecapinya. Sebaliknya dia lupa diri sehingga sanggup curang terhadap suami dan mengabaikan rumah tangganya. Manakala Raja Farah pula walaupun dia merupakan anak angkat kepada orang kaya yang sebenarnya adalah ibu dan bapa kandung kepada chinta dia tidak seharusnya berlagak dengan kekayaan dan gelaran raja yang dimilikinya. Kadang2 saya pun tak faham dengan sikap perempuan yang menggedik bila sukakan seseorang. Dia tak tahu ke Raja Akid rimas dengan peelnya yang manja dan mengada-ngada tu?

Rodin sememangnya anak yang tak tahu diuntung. Kalaupun dia mendapat perhatian yang terlebih dari ayahnya, tapi jangan lah sampai lupa diri dan mengabaikan tanggungjawabnya pada ayahnya yang dah bersusah payah membesar dan menghantarnya belajar sampai ke luar negara. Sudah la tu, kahwin pun tidak diberitahu pada ibu bapanya. Nasib baik pak cik Kamal cepat sedar sebelum terlambat.

Apa2 pun aku puas hati baca citer ni. Ternyata Norhayati Berahim tak pernah menghampakan aku dengan karya2nya yang buat aku angkat ibu jari setiap kali lepas membacanya, juga membuatkan aku asyik nak mengulang membacanya banyak2 kali tanpa rasa jemu. Lebih2 lagi karyanya yang bertajuk Pesanan Terakhir Seorang Lelaki.

Jai Khong Chan Pen Khong Thur (My heart belongs to you)

2009-01-16T00:26:00.000-08:00

ฉันไม่รู้ว่าเป็นเพราะใคร
Chan Mai Roo Wa Pen Prau Krai
I don't know who is the cause

โชคชะตาเป็นใจ หรืออะไรทำให้เธอลาจาก
Chok Chata Pen Jai Rue Arai Tam Hai Thur La Jak
the destiny supports or anything made you leave me

คนที่รักกันมากมาย ต้องพรากกันไปไกล
Khon Tee Rak Gan Mak Mai Tong Prak Gan Pai Klai
The person who love each other so much have to be apart so distant

ฉันก็คนจะทนอย่างไรไหว
Chan Gor Khon Ja Ton Yang Rai Wai
I'm also human. How can I bear it?

* ฉันไม่รู้จะทำอย่างไร เหมือนใจมันจะขาด
Chan Mai Roo Ja Tam Yang Rai Muen Jai Man Ja Khad
I don't know what to do. It's like my heart's going to be torn off

ชีวิตมันดูอ้างว้าง วังเวงไปทุกอย่าง
Cheevit Man Doo Aang Wang Wang Weng Pai Took Yang
My life is so lonely, desolate with everything

เหมือนคนที่เดียวดาย จมอยู่กับความหลัง
Muen Khon Tee Diew Dai Jom Yoo Gab Kwam Lang
like a lonely person burying myself in the past

อยากให้รู้ฉันเสียใจ และปวดร้าวมากเพียงใหน
Yak Hai Roo Chan Sai Jai Lae Puad Rao Mak Piang Nai
I want you to know how regret and painful I am

** ใจของฉันมันเป็นของเธอ ไม่ว่านานเท่าไร
Jai Khong Chan Man Pen Khon Thur Mai Wa Nan Tao Rai
My heat belongs to you, no matter how long it is

และมันจะเป็นของเธอตลอดไป
Lae Man Ja Pen Khong Thur Talod Pai
And it will be yours forever

ใจของฉันมันเป็นของเธอ คนเดียวทั้งใจ
Jai Khong Chan Man Pen Khong Thur Khon Diew Tang Jai
My heart belongs to only you with the whole heart

จะรอเธอรักเธอจนตาย ใจเอย…
Ja Raw Thur Rak Thur Jon Tai Jai Auey
I will wait for you...love you until I die...Oh my heart!

ฉันไม่รู้ว่าเหตุผลใด
Chan Mai Roo Wa Het Pol Dai
I don't know the reason

ฟ้าข้างบนจงใจ หรือว่าใครทำให้เราไกลกัน
Fa Khang Bon Jong Jai Rue Krai Tam Hai Rao Klai Gan
Heaven's intention or anyone made us be far away

มันโหดร้ายจนเกินไป ฉันไม่เคยเตรียมใจ
Man Hod Rai Jon Gern Pai Chan Mai Koey Triam Jai
It's too mean. I have never prepared myself...

ที่จะเสียเธอไปอย่างวันนี้
Tee Ja Sia Thur Pai Tang Wan Nee
to lose you like today

Repeat *,**

CRUSH ~ David Archuleta

2009-01-16T00:14:00.000-08:00

I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we're hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

2008-12-10T05:54:00.000-08:00

“Ayah diserang strok, Dahlia! Ayah tiba-tiba jadi teringat padamu. Kamu tu cekal macam Opah Orkid!” puji ayah tiba-tiba.

Padahal dulu, bukankah aku telah disuruh pergi? Bukankah selepas peristiwa menyayat hati itu, aku bagaikan sudah menjadi anak perempuan orang lain, ayah?

Itulah asalnya kenapa Dahlia, pembantu kurator di Muzium Orang Asli Canberra pulang ke Malaysia. Dahlia sang archaeologist yang tidak tahu apa-apa tentang kebun teh, dan tidak ingin ambil tahu apa-apa tentang teh itu terpaksa berdepan dengan Teh Timor yang sudah menambun masalahnya!

Keadaan kian kusut pabila dia bertemu semula dengan si licik Wadi. Musuh tradisinya itu sanggup buat apa sahaja untuk merampas kebun Teh Timor demi memperluas ladang Teh Sutra miliknya.

Lalu apa pula muslihat Wadi? Tatkala tiba-tiba sahaja dia sanggup menyerahkan ladang teh miliknya sebagai mahar? Perlukah Dahlia menerima dia, demi mendapatkan kembali tanah milik datuk ayahnya?

Pandanganku tentang novel ini plak:

first masa baca intro & beberapa bab terawal, wah.. memang dapat imagine mcm mana rupernya citer dalam novel ni (terkenang plak memori masa aku & kawan2 berfamily day kat cameron highlands bulan april lepas). tapi memang aku suka la garapan citernyer. ye la.. bukan mudah nak belajar pasal sesuatu benda baru. walaupun tak diterangkan secara detail aku dah blh imagine kononnya aku berada di tempat dahlia & membuat segala kerja2 yang digambarkan dalam novel tu. daripada seorang yang bergelar archeologist bertukar haluan plak menjadi pengusaha ladang teh (walaupun xbyk yg diceritakan) lepas tu berubah plak jadi pengusaha rumah tumpangan (& mendapat sambutan lagi daripada Wadi Hanan).

kat sini tak banyak yang dapat aku keluarkan pandangan sebab skang aku tgh buntu sambil2 mendonlot software adobe acrobat 8 (masuk kali ni dah hampir puluh kali aku donlot benda yang sama tapi malang sungguh, kaspersky pegi delete akunyer keygen utk adobe ni. dah la tu, nak dijadikan cerita aku plak lupa p'word yg diberi utk extract keygennya. memang hampeh).

apa2 pun aku memang x sabar2 nak tunggu kemunculan novel2 baru keluaran jemari seni. sebab ceritanya kebanyakannya sebati ngan jiwa aku.

RAAH - VAMPRHA oleh Zehann Ur Rakhie

2008-11-04T01:18:00.000-08:00

Sinopsis Ringkas:

Pencarian Massurya Syah telah membawa dirinya mengembara ke benua-benua asing. Dia mengharungi peristiwa-peristiwa aneh dan berhadapan dengan ancaman yang tak putus. Kembara telah melangkaui sempadan antara realiti dan alam tersembunyi.

Wahai saudaraku ketahuilah, pemegang rahsia ke-7 itu tertakluk pada prilaku. Apabila kuasa dan ilmu menyatu hanya Iman jadi penentu, antara Dia dan aku, antara Khalik dan dewa palsu. Empunya diri akan mengenal urusannya akan yang hak pulang ke asal bagai roh kembali ke Sang Penciptanya.

"Kesamaran yang paling nyata adalah pandangan ke permukaan semata. Kita tidak akan mengetahuinya secara pasti sehingga kita terjun ke dalamnya dan menyelam ke dasar lubuk" - Massurya Syah.

Info: Novel terbaru karya Zehann Ur Rakhie ini sudah siap dicetak dan bila-bila masa sahaja akan berada di pasaran. Kepada follower yang mengikuti RAAH Kelahiran Mufrad, ikutilah sambungannya yang menyajikan penceritaan dan pengembaraan Massurya Syah yang lebih mendebarkan serta tidak jemu dibaca untuk mengetahui apakah kesudahannya. Jangan terlepas peluang untuk memiliki novel ini. FYI: tak rugi sekiranya membeli buku ini.

Tentang... Dhiya by Syud

2008-07-23T19:43:00.001-07:00

Buku ni sebetulnya aku pinjam dari officemate. Dah beberapa hari jugak la aku pinjam tapi tak tersentuh pun kat rak buku. Last2 ntah mcm mana aku blh terasa 'ala, pulangkan je la.. mesti aku x baca buku ni nanti'. Tapi alang2 ambik dan pegang terus je aku belek 1st page. 'Hmm.. not bad!' so apa lagi..? Aku pun teruskanlah membacanya.

Sampai la smalam aku tidur lambat semata-mata nak menghabiskan baca buku ni. Overall, aku sangat seronok sepanjang membacanya. Kesimpulan yang boleh aku buat, Syud ni memang berbakat dalam bidang penulisan. Dan sebagai seorang penulis, dia ni seorang yang UNIK sebab cara penceritaannya cukup la bersahaja. Tak terlalu berbunga2. Mungkin sebab watak Lisa & Azril tu mcm tu kot.

Buku ni aku simpulkan [pada pandangan peribadi aku la] sebagai 1 karya komedi romantik. Dua2nya seimbang, x lebih x kurang.

Lisa ngan Azril ni aku rasa diorang ber2 ni ada agak banyak persamaan la jugak. Contohnya cam susah nak terima pendapat org lain. Mcm Lisa, kawan2 dia slalu jugak puji2 Azril tapi agak payah la si Lisa ni nak menerima kebaikan yang ada dalam diri mamat sorang ni. Yang si Azril ni plak susah nak jumpa dgn papa dia. Dah puas dipujuk oleh abangnya sampai mama dia cakap x payah la nak paksa dia kot2 berlaku something yang x diingini plak. Sebab Azril jadi mcm tu: mama & papa dia bercerai + awek dia meninggal sebab leukemia masa dia join BTN (kalau x salah aku la).

Aku suka character Azril bila dia mula sedar ada betulnya cakap Lisa pasal papanya. 'Walau buruk mcm mana pun dia, dia tetap papa awk. Bla, bla, bla..' Memandangkan Lisa sudah kehilangan kedua ibu bapanya dlm 1 kemalangan tentu dia merasa agak cemburu terhadap Azril. Walaupun Azril membenci papanya, sekurang2nya keluarganya cukup lengkap. Sedangkan Lisa terasa dirinya menumpang kasih keluarga Ayah Ngahnya. Pas tu siap letak post-it note lagi kat buku Lisa menyatakan maaf sebab being such a jerk. Tapi malangnya Lisa x pernah tahu pasal maaf itu. Lagi 1 dia ni mula2 x confident yang dia suka kat Lisa tapi dah lama2 kenal dan paham peel si minah ni buatkan dia ambik keputusan nak berterus trg je pasal perasaan dia. Time membacanya aku mcm boleh nampak kat ruang mata & otak ni mcm mana keadaan Azril time tu. Nak tergelak pun ada. *Imaginasi masa membaca tu penting!!*

Part yang aku rasa kelakar (1) masa time Lisa tersedak kat umah cikgu dia time makan bile terpandang si Azril. Dah la tu, siap buat2 xkenal plak. Tu 2nd time dia tersedak bile berdepan ngan Azril. Itu pun setelah dia terjumpa post-it note yang Azril lekatkan kat belakang buku notanya 3 tahun yg lalu. So dari situ la mereka kembali berbaik walaupun dok beraku kau. (2) time Azril rancak dok bersms ngan Lisa yang tetiber dia terbaca sms 'aku nak bertunang la bongek!' & then terkedu dan dia rasa something yang biasa kita rasa bila org yang kita suka tapi kita x terus trg ngan dia pasal perasaan kita nak bertunang @ kawin ngan org lain. (3) masa terbaca list yang Jiji buat utk Lisa pasal respon yang biasanya akan berlaku bila Lisa bertemu dgn Azril. (4) masa Lisa cakap kat tepon 'Dear, kat mana ni?' lepas tu kena gelak ngan Abang Ngah dia sebab tersalah dail no. Benarnya dia nak tepon si Azril tapi tertepon Abang Ngahnya. Time tu dia ngan Azril dah official bergelar couple. Beberapa hari asyik kena ajuk ngan Abang Ngahnya pasal 'Dear'. Sampai last2 1 family tahu dia ngan Azril couple. Ha ha ha ha!! Lawak betul. & ada la beberapa part lagi.

Nak tahu..? Kena la baca sendiri. Anyway, nak je aku beli buku ni & mintak t/tangan Syud ni time pesta buku Selangor kat pkns Shah Alam 26 Julai ni nanti. Sebabnya aku jaga booth hari esok (25/7) ngan selasa (29/7) je. So xde can la aku nak jumpa ngan Syud ni. Apa2 pun, kepada sesiapa yg sudi melepak barang sekejap kat blog aku ni & terbaca post ni, aku ucapkan enjoy & layan & belilah buku ini.

talian nyawa lagi 1: http://ketikamembaca.blogspot.com/

Always Time To Die by Elizabeth Lowell

2008-07-11T18:39:00.000-07:00

Former U.S. Senator Quintrell is dead. His son, New Mexico's governor, is preparing his run for the highest political office in the land.

And dark family secrets are about to explode with the devastating force of a Southwestern earthquake.

An eccentric Quintrell aunt has invited genealogist Carolina "Carly" May to their Taos compound to compile a record of the illustrious family. But digging into the past is raising troubling questions about a would-be president's private life . . . and the grisly street crime that left his drug-addicted sister dead. As a dark world of twisted passions and depravity slowly opens up before Carly, there is no one whom she dares trust - perhaps least of all Dan Duran, a dangerous, haunted enigma who's tied to the Quintrells' history. But she will need an ally to survive the terrible mysteries a father carried to the grave - because following the bloodlines of the powerful can be a bloody business. And some dead secrets can kill.

Always Time To Die ni novel ke-4 karya Elizabeth Lowell yang aku baca. Kiranya cerita ni secara keseluruhannya pasal Carly May yang diupah oleh Ms. Winnifred utk mengkaji salasilah family Castillo yang juga mempunyai kaitan dengan family Quintrell. Dalam menjalankan tugasnya itu, Carly bertemu dengan Dan Duran yang merupakan cucu kepada bekas Senator Quintrell.

Dalam menjalankan siasatan, Carly beberapa kali diugut supaya tidak meneruskan kerja2nya. Tapi kerana tugas dan rasa ingin tahunya walaupun terdapat beberapa kematian sepanjang penyiasatannya, akhirnya terbongkarlah sejarah hitam keturunan bekas Senator Q di mana Gabenor Q sebenarnya bukanlah waris Quintrell yang sah. Dengan kata lain, Gabenor Q adalah anak luar nikah bekas Senator Q yang telah membunuh anak kandung sebenar (Josh Q yg identitinya diguna oleh Gabenor Q skrg).

Tetapi apa yg musykilnya apabila diperiksa akan DNA yang digunakan oleh Josh Q skrg a.k.a Gabenor Q menunjukkan bahawa Josh Q adalah anak kandung bekas Senator Q. Memandangkan Dan Duran adalah cucu kepada bekas Senator Q, dia mengambil keputusan utk membandingkan DNAnya dengan DNA Josh Q. Sungguh menakjubkan apabila dia mendapati DNA mereka adalah sama (mcm DNA kembar seiras). Ini bermakna salah seorang dari mereka ber2 adalah penyamar. Maka terbongkarlah rahsia John Q juga identiti sebenar Dan Duran yang selama ini menyangkakan bahawa bekas Senator Q adalah datuknya. Tetapi rupa2nya lelaki itu adalah merupakan ayah kandungnya (ini kerana bekas Senator Q sangat terkenal dengan sikap playboynya & dia juga telah memperkosa anak perempuannya (nenek Dan Duran) dan juga anak perempuannya hasil hubungan sumbang mahramnya dengan nenek Dan Duran (ibu kepada Dan Duran). No wonder ibu Dan sangat sensitif dan mengharamkan sama sekali nama bekas Senator Q disebut di dalam rumahnya.

So... begitulah ceritanya. Agak menarik jugak walaupun lebih boring berbanding 3 lagi novel Elizabeth Lowell yang aku baca.

Last Breath by Mariah Stewart

2008-06-24T23:07:00.000-07:00

As renowned archaeologist Dr. Daria McGowan readies the most important project of her career—a museum exhibit showcasing the priceless artifacts her great-grandfather unearthed a century ago in the Middle East—she makes a shocking discovery: many of the most significant pieces have vanished. Panicked, Daria turns to the FBI.

It's an assignment that Special Agent Connor Shields is more than happy to accept: Daria is the same pretty American archaeologist he's been searching for ever since a chance meeting two years ago. Working together to track down the owners of the stolen artifacts, Daria and Connor discover a trail of bodies—collectors who have met brutal, bizarre ends at the hands of a killer whose murderous methods are based on the rituals of an ancient civilization.

Amid rumors of a curse and mounting pressure from both the FBI and the museum, Daria and Connor race to unmask their enemy and unravel a mystery stretching across oceans and centuries. All the while, an ingenious murderer follows a sinister plan to gather the coveted antiquities, and one last acquisition: Daria.

Last Words by Mariah Stewart

2008-06-24T23:06:00.000-07:00

A nine-year veteran of the FBI, Special Agent Mia Shields thinks she's seen it all. But nothing prepares her for the terror that descends upon the idyllic bayside community of St. Dennis on Maryland's Eastern Shore, where a depraved killer has left a grisly surprise for chief of police Gabriel Beck: the body of an unidentified woman, naked and completely encased in plastic wrap, stretched across the backseat of Beck's car. Hidden in the wrapping is a tape recording of the victim's last, gasping words, terrifying evidence of the horror endured at the hands of a madman. Soon the body count begins to rise as more victims are found, all gruesomely cocooned, their final pleas captured on tape.

Determined to capture the sadistic killer, Beck and Mia team up and set a trap—with Mia as bait. But their prey is closer than they ever could have imagined. Now Beck must race against time to save Mia from becoming the next victim of a serial killer as elusive as he is evil...

Last Look by Mariah Stewart

2008-06-24T22:58:00.000-07:00

News that the body of a recently murdered prostitute—shot through the heart at close range, stabbed repeatedly and dumped on Georgia's Shelter Island—has been identified as Shannon Randall stuns the FBI, particularly Special Agent Dorsey Collins. Twenty-four years ago, nineteen year old Eric Louis Beale was convicted and later executed for Shannon's murder—and the agent in charge of the investigation was Dorsey's father. Now Dorsey is determined to find out where her father's investigation went wrong, what part he played in the death of an innocent young man, and where Shannon has been all this time.

The heat is on FBI Special Agent Andrew Shields to discover what happened to Shannon on that night decades ago, and to find out who killed her and why. Dorsey shadows Andrew's every investigative move, hoping to redeem her father's reputation and capture a cunning killer. Together, Dorsey and Andrew unravel a shocking mystery that will shatter one family, and rock an entire town.

Akukah Itu?

2006-06-16T06:56:00.000-07:00

A.K.U.

- sangat bersopan santun : rasernyer x sangat..
- mudah bertolak ansur : dgn kwn iyer (tgk situasi)
- sangat cermat teliti dan teratur : utk certain benda yg aku suke jek
- suka menegur kesilapan orang lain dan mengkritik : agaknya tapi rasernya aku yang slalu kene tegur.. hehehe c",)
- pendiam tapi pandai bercakap : ya, betol
- sikapnya sangat cool : cool lah memula kalo tak cari psl
- sangat baik dan mudah simpati : ada ketikanya jugak la :)
- sangat prihatin dan berperinci : prihatin? ntah la, mungkin
- amanah, setia dan jujur : i'm working on it :)
- kerja yang dilakukan sangat sempurna : tak jugak
- sangat sensitif yang tidak diketahui : ini yer
- orangnya banyak berfikir tapi pendiam : aah, suke pikir terkedepan, sampaikan banyak rambut luruh (nasib baik x botak, hehehe) :)
- daya pentaakulan yang baik : mak aih ..
- otak bijak dan mudah belajar : boleh tahan tapi malas lebih berleluasa
- suka mencari maklumat : sebagai persediaan utk menghadapi apa2 yang mendatang
- kawal diri dari terlalu mengkritik : i try to tapi kadang2 terlepas jugak :)
- pandai mendorong diri sendiri : yer ah, sape nak dorong lg?
- mudah memahami orang lain (daya firasat yang tinggi) : memahami tp takleh nak control mulut dari beri nasihat
- simpan rahsia : emm
- suka sukan, hiburan dan melancung : sukan? tgk kat tv boleh la. yg lain, boleh la...
- kurang menunjukkan perasaannya : mana ada, mesti xleh sembunyi kat org
- terluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan : ini mmg yer..aku nih kuat berdendam
- terlalu memilih pasangan : err.. taklah.. tapi susah nak cari yang boleh menerima diri ini seadanya.. maklumlah skang ni aku dah jadi anak yatim :(
- sukakan benda yang luas : luas? kalau bilik yang luas ya.. sebab aku byk barang :)
- kerja bersistematik : mcm tak logik jek ini aku

That's The Way It Is

2006-03-27T07:08:00.000-08:00

I can read your mind
And I know your story
I see what you're going through
Yeah ....
It's an uphill climb
And I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you
Yeah ....

~ * ~ * ~

Don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

~ * ~ * ~

When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

~ * ~ * ~

When you question me
For a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see
If you stick together
You're gonna find the way

~ * ~ * ~

So don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

~ * ~ * ~

When life is empty
With no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby don't worry
Forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all

~ * ~ * ~

Ohhhhhh .....
When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

~ * ~ * ~

Photograph

2006-03-27T06:56:00.000-08:00

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out

This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when

I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I miss it now
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me

The Greek's Bridal Bargain [Melanie Melburne]

2006-02-20T05:28:00.000-08:00

"Bryony Mercer is stunned when Kane Kaproulias returns to Mercyfields – her family home. When she was 17, Kane was the son of the promiscuous housekeeper and the last time Bryony saw him he was being carted off in a police van. Now Kane is every inch a Greek Tycoon – he oozes wealth – and power! And Kane isn’t back to pay his respects – he’s back for revenge….

Kane now has Bryony’s family in the palm of his hands – her father has been doing some very shady deals and not only is he about to lose all of his money, his business associates are out for blood. Kane had always been treated like dirt by the Mercer family – Bryony included – he was just staff, and was treated accordingly. But the attraction between he and Bryony has sizzled…and the night before Kane was arrested they shared a passionate kiss. Now Kane has bought Merceyfields – and he’s also bought Bryony to be his bride!

Bryony is disgusted – she hates Kane, she’s not going to be sold into marriage. But it soon becomes clear that Bryony has no choice, Kane has a watertight arrangement she will become his bride! As far as Bryony is concerned, Kane is still the thug that vandalized her family’s home. What Bryony doesn’t realize is that Kane had a very good reason for doing this – he had just discovered how his mother had been paying for his private education, she had prostituted herself to Bryony’s father!

After a simple ceremony, Kane whisks Bryony off to a private beach for their honeymoon – Bryony’s half furious that Kane is keeping his hands to himself…but quickly their passion explodes! Bryony is a virgin – and she realizes that part of her has always been waiting for Kane.

As the truths and the lies of the past spill out, Bryony realizes that Kane is innocent. Can she forgive him for marrying her for revenge….?"

Kasihku Sinar

2006-02-18T02:51:00.000-08:00

Melangkah mengharapkan hadir dirimu
Ku genggam segala memori
Kita dewasa bersama
Menuju satu cita walau jalan berbeza

chorus:
Kasihku sinar tanpa cinta
Sinarnya tanpa asmara
Dengarilah hatiku rindu
Kasihku mekar tak berbunga
Mekarnya di dalam jiwa
Biarkanlah biarkan saja
Kasihku sinar

Andai kau ada di sini
Terukirlah senyuman tersingkir rasa sepi
Andai kau pergi dari sisi jangan di singkir
Diriku dari mimpimu

chorus
Kasihku sinat tanpa cinta
Sinarnya tanpa asmara
Dengarilah hatiku rindu
Kasihku mekar tak berbunga
Mekarnya di dalam jiwa
Biarkanlah biarkan saja(biarkan..)
Biarkanlah...
Biarkan saja...
Kasihku sinar....kasihku sinar

I Still

2006-02-18T02:48:00.000-08:00

Who are you now
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

Chorus:I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel youLike I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

(Repeat chorus)

I wish I could find you
Just like I found you
Then I would never let you go

Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) from you

Rafael's Convinient Proposal [Rebecca Winters]

2006-02-16T03:28:00.000-08:00

A Mediterranean marriage!

Mallory Ellis is facing the ultimate dilemma: Mediterranean aristocrat Rafael D'Afonso is offering her the family she's always wanted. But can she risk giving up her high-flying career for the chance of motherhood when all Rafael is offering is a marriage in name only...?

Addressing 2 All

2006-02-07T04:50:00.000-08:00

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED

Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

R U Real @ Simple?!

2006-02-07T04:41:00.000-08:00

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A realfriend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A realfriend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A realfriend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A realfriend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A realfriend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A realfriend expects to always be there for you!

Blind

2006-02-02T05:59:00.000-08:00

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as she turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleepOnly in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

The Outback Engagement [Margaret Way]

2006-01-23T06:25:00.000-08:00

Explanation please!

Darcy is shocked by the contents of her late father's will. She might have inherited half his estate - but the other half has gone to her estranged sister, Courtney. Not only that, her father has given overall control to Curt Berenger, a man her father hated... but whom Darcy once nearly married...

To Darcy's horror, her gold-digging sister is now making a move on Curt. Her Curt. Curt whom Darcy has to work with, despite everything they've been through. Curt who deserves an explanation for what happened years ago...

Tiada Ertinya

2006-01-20T05:15:00.000-08:00

Lara... tiada akhirnya
Pabila menatap resah
Sepi... hingga waktu berkubur

Sayu... makin menghukum
Di dada... terhiris kalbu
Oh adakah ini kan terus berlalu

Apa nilainya jika sangsimu mengganggu
Untuk kembali ke pangkuan dan bermesra denganku

Tiada ertinya di sini
Tiada ertinya berkasih
Semua telah kau bawa dan berlalu tinggalkanku
Tiada ertinya menanti
Tiada ertinya buatku padamu
Diri yang merindui

Oohh apa... yang ku mahukan
Bagimu... tiada ruangan
Berdiri dan memeluk dirimu

Can't Stop Fallin' In Love

2006-01-14T03:18:00.000-08:00

oooh hooo oooh
dee doo doo
i just cant help falling in love with you

wise men say only fools rush in
but i cant help falling in love with you

shall i stay
would it be a sin
if i cant help falling in love with you

like a river flows to the sea
so it goes somethings are meant to be
somethings are meant to be

take my hand (take my hand)
take my whole life too (whole life too)
for i cant help falling in love with you

wise men say only fools rush in
but i i cant i cant i cant help falling in love with you

like a river flows to the sea
so it goes somethings are meant to be
somethings are meant to be

take my hand (take my hand)
take my whole life too (whole life too)
for i cant help falling in love with you

take my hand (take my hand)
take my whole life too (whole life too)
for i cant help falling in love with you (loving you)
for i cant help falling in love falling in love with you
like a river flows thats the way it goes i just cant help falling in love with you
fallin in love with you
like a river flows thats the way it goes i just cant help it falling in love with you
(my whole life too)
(i just cant help myself)
like a river flows thats the way it goes i just cant help it falling in love with you
cuz i cant help falling in love with you

I Turn To You

2006-01-14T02:51:00.000-08:00

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way
And when I'm scared and losing ground
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top
You're always there; giving me all you've got

For a shield from the storm
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose my will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing
'cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend, you're always on my side
Giving me faith that gets me through the night

For a shield from the storm
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
for a heart I can rely on through anything
For that one who I can run to....I turn to you

For a shield from the storm
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true, I turn to you

For a shield from the storm
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you

Never Gonna Leave Your Side

2006-01-12T03:20:00.000-08:00

I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child who's lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
Recalling times gone by
And crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again
'till you come to me
yeah

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

I Don't Wanna Be

2006-01-12T03:13:00.000-08:00

I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anything other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to doIs think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situtaion-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be
Anything other that what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to doIs think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I don't want to be

Someone's Watching Over Me

2006-01-12T03:03:00.000-08:00

I found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Dalam Gerimis

2006-01-12T02:59:00.000-08:00

Rindu... semakin berakar umbi

Yang kurasai

Saat kau pergi

Hujan... bagai mengundang nestapa

Titis airnya

Bersama deru tangisanmu...

Buat kali pertama

Ku melihat (oh) airmatanya

Sejakku kenali dia

Sepinya kurasa

Disaat berduka

Inikah noktahnya

Pertemuan kita

Andai

Begitu suratan takdir

Usah lagi kita mungkir

Bersyukur pada rahmatNya

Kasih

Berpegang pada hakikat

Waktu yang bakal menjawab

Siapa yang benar

Pasti... aku kan tetap menanti

Ku dibayangi

Seribu mimpi

Hujan... menghilang dengan langkahnya

Ku merindui

Dalam gerimis

Yang menghiris...

Fall To Pieces

2006-01-06T07:08:00.000-08:00

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

Bagaikan semusim berlalu...

2006-01-06T06:13:00.000-08:00

Dah agak lama aku x menghabiskan masa di ruang ini. Semenjak aku kehilangan the 1st man in my life pada 14 Disember lepas (hari lahirku yang ke-25). Semua perasaan bercampur aduk, susah nak dihuraikan dengan kata-kata. Yang pastinya aku kesedihan & rasa terkilan yang amat sangat. Petanda sudah ada tetapi aku ketepikan ia, mungkin x ada apa2. I didn't pay much attention, that's what I regret most. But I have to let him go. Although he's not around anymore, he's always in my heart & memory. Doa & harapan aku, semoga roh ayah, arwah datuk & nenek dirahmati oleh Yang Maha Esa & ditempatkan bersama golongan orang2 yang beriman. Amin.

Salam Terakhir

2006-01-06T06:02:00.000-08:00

Sampaikan salam buat semua
Salam terakhir salam teristimewa
Kepada kau yang tersayang
Pada teman yang ku kenang
Pemergian ku ini tak dirancang

Usah bertanya mengapa aku
Mengucap salam terakhir kepada mu
Kerna waktu berputaran
Bimbang tak berkesempatan
Melahirkan kerinduan terhadapmu

Demi sebuah kenyataan
Yang amat menyakitkan
Aku yang tidak berdaya
Hanya berserah padaNya

Salam akhir
Salam yang teristimewa
KepadaNya ku memohon keampunan
MelaluiNya ku beri kemaafan
Kepadamu

Andainya aku punya waktu
Masih ku ingin mengulangi semula
Saat indah bersama mu
Sayang tak berkesempatan
Abadikan saja salam ku di ingatan

Salam ku yang terakhir

Their Pregnancy Bombshell [Barbara McMahon]

2006-01-06T04:56:00.000-08:00

Living life to her full?

Her only daughter has just got married and now, nearing forty, Sara Simpson is celebrating... her own marriage! It was hard being a single mum, but with her new live-life-to-the-full attitude she's jumped headfirst into a whirlwind wedding.

With her gorgeous new husband she plans to have some fun, travel the world and celebrate her freedom. But then Sara discovers she's fallen pregnant on their wedding night!

Pregnant: Father Needed [Barbara McMahon]

2005-12-05T02:15:00.000-08:00

Will he rescue her?

Seeing that unmistakably blue line blinking up at her from a pregnancy test should have been the happiest day of Amber Woodworth's life. But it was also the day she discovered she was a widow.

Now Amber is making a new life for herself as independent, single mum-to-be. Her new neighbour, Adam Carruthers, is a sexy fireman who's devoted his life to rescuing people. Amber's determined not to get involved again - especially with a man who puts his life on the line every day.

The Corporate Marriage Campaign [Leigh Michaels]

2005-12-03T03:11:00.000-08:00

The diamond ring is real enough, but is the engagement?

Darcy Malone can't quite believe she's let smooth-talking tycoon Trey Kent talk her into posing as his fiancée in exchange for helping her establish her own business.

Trey wants Darcy to act the adoring wife-to-be - on and off screen - until the end of the high profile advertising campaign he's working on. Darcy's determined not to mix business with pleasure, but with every sizzling on-screen kiss they share, her resolve weakens.

When U Say Nothing At All

2005-11-22T04:58:00.000-08:00

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know that you need me

A Gritos de Esperanza

2005-11-18T20:43:00.000-08:00

A pesar, que la luna no brille, mañana,
dará igual, solo verte reír
es lo que me hace feliz, mi alma.
Y es verdad que una mirada distinta
o algún gesto más frío, se clava,
en mi pecho daga del desconcierto pero amor,
ahí está la magia.
Porque te veo niña y ya te hecho de menos,
no imagino mis heridas si algún día te vas lejos,
por esto, mi vida.

Si preguntan por mi, no les digas donde fui,
que tu alma sea fuerte cuando mires hacia el frente,
no recuerdes todo lo que no te di.
Es que quedan tantas cosas por contarte y que me cuentes
tantos ratos y pasiones por vivir, a tu lado, oh mi vida.
A tu lado.

Y ojalá, que nuestros ojos si brillen, mañana,
que tu voz siga pidiéndome a gritos amor,
a gritos de esperanza.
Ahora que te tengo no pienso perder el tiempo,
ni perderme por mi absurdo ego ni un solo momento,
se esfuma, el miedo.

Y si preguntan por mi, no les digas donde fui,
que tu alma sea fuerte cuando mires hacia el frente,
no recuerdes todo lo que no te di.
Que tu luz brille por siempre porque tu te lo mereces
y perdona si algún día pretendí,
que no fueras, oh tu misma.

Y si preguntan por ti, solo diré que te vi,
En mis sueños una noche
Y solo sueño desde entonces,
Para verte cada día junto a ti.
Es que quedan tantas cosas por contarte y que me cuentes
Tantos ratos y pasiones por vivir, a tu lado, oh mi vida.
A tu lado.

You're Beautiful

2005-11-15T05:20:00.000-08:00

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Crawling Back To You

2005-11-14T01:53:00.000-08:00

Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad, I can't blame you for being mad

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you (come on)
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you

Banging on your front door (darling)
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you, yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you

The Marriage Adventure [Hannah Bernard]

2005-10-24T05:29:00.000-07:00

Will she take the plunge?

Maria is terrified of heights and petrified of all things scary: so why on earth has she agreed to jump out of a plane? She blames her stubborn pride - and her need to get the better of Eddie, who'll be jumping with her.

Fearless, adventuruos Eddie. Her first crush. The one who brushed her off years ago, saying she was just a kid. Eddie can't help but notice Maria is all grown up. Will she take the jump - out of the plane... and into a life together?

Time Doesn't Wait

2005-10-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

Time doesn't wait,

If u think u might have found the right 1,

treasure the person,

don't let that person get away,

Don't let fear hold u back,

Give it a try.. else u might regret later...

"No 1 other than ourselves know

what can truly make us happy."

Underclassman

2005-10-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

A baby-faced 24-year-old detective, who never gets the respect he deserves because of his boyish looks, goes undercover in an elite private school where he stumbles upon an international auto-theft ring.

Legend of The Earthsea

2005-10-23T00:23:00.000-07:00

A lush, grandiose dramatization of the first two novels in Ursula K. Le Guin's trilogy, EARTHSEA is an extravagant tour de force of epic magnitude. Shawn Ashmore (X2) stars as Ged, a headstrong young man who is discovered at a young age to be the possessor of unlimited magical powers, when he saves his village from invasion by its enemies. He becomes apprenticed to Ogion (Danny Glover, LETHAL WEAPON), a great sorcerer, and travels to the isle of Roke, in order to acquire mastery over his powers. Eventually his impetuous temper and lust for excitement get him into trouble, and he challenges his fellow student and rival to a magical duel; Ged raises a spirit from the dead, which now walks the land in search of him. Ged must learn to take responsibility for his actions, and in his quest to undo the damage he has done, he conquers dragons, falls in love, and comes to terms with his own dark side. A boon to science fiction fans, this evocative tale is sophisticated in its philosophy while remaining exciting and compelling in its action. Also starring are Isabella Rossellini (THE SADDEST MUSIC IN THE WORLD) as the High Priestess Thar, and Kristin Kreuk (EUROTRIP) as Tenar.

Cadet Kelly

2005-10-23T00:15:00.000-07:00

Teen idol Hilary Duff stars in the Disney Channel family comedy CADET KELLY. When her mother marries friendly General Maxwell (Gary Cole, OFFICE SPACE), fashionable and independent-minded teen Kelly Collins (Duff) must move to a new town and start at a new school. Unfortunately, that new school is a military academy, where Kelly struggles to fit in with the strict and regimented atmosphere. Her progress is not made easier by Cadet Captain Stone (Christy Carlson Romano, KIM POSSIBLE), a mean and by-the-books troop leader who seems to have singled Kelly out to antagonize. Now Kelly must find a way to integrate herself into the school's disciplined world while at the same time maintaining her upbeat and unique viewpoint on life.

Her Frog Prince [Shirley Jump]

2005-10-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

Dearest Godmother,

This time I’m making match for my old school chum – with the man she deserves if there’s ever a socialite who needed her come-uppance, it’s personal consultant Parris Hammond.

Lucky for me, scruffy but sexy marine biologist Bradford Smith is just the man to give it to her.

And now that he’s bought a makeover from her, the barbs and sparks re flying! Parris knows this frog is more man than she’s ever met… but can he truly be her prince?

A Cinderella Story

2005-10-22T03:40:00.000-07:00

High school senior Sam Montgomery (Hilary Duff) lives at the beck and call of her self-obsessed step-mother Fiona (Jennifer Coolidge) and her sinfully wicked step-sisters, who treat her more like a servant than a member of the family. With her sights set on attending Princeton, Sam finds her less-than-sparkling social life wonderfully complicated when she meets her Prince Charming online. But when her anonymous cyber soul mate turns out to be her high school's über-popular quarterback Austin Ames (Chad Michael Murray), Sam makes a mad dash back to reality, leaving her cell phone behind just before the clock strikes midnight. Fearing rejection if her secret is revealed, Sam dodges Austin's efforts to discover the identity of his princess. Will Sam let fear hold her back, or will she find the courage to be herself and claim the life she's always wanted? Her chance at "happily ever after" depends on it.

Raise Your Voice

2005-10-22T03:18:00.000-07:00

Following the death of her brother in a car accident, a teenage girl from a small town spends the summer in Los Angeles studying at a performing arts school which exposes her to a whole new world and way of life outside the sheltered existense and social circles she's always known.

The Perfect Man

2005-10-22T03:16:00.000-07:00

Teenager Holly Hamilton (Hilary Duff) is tired of moving every time her single mom Jean (Heather Locklear) has another personal meltdown involving yet another second-rate guy. To distract her mother from her latest bad choice, Holly conceives the perfect plan for the perfect man--an imaginary secret admirer who will romance Jean and boost her shaky self-esteem. When the virtual relationship takes off, Holly finds herself having to produce the suitor, borrowing her friend's charming and handsome Uncle Ben (Chris Noth) as the face behind the e-mails, notes and gifts. Holly must resort to increasingly desperate measures to keep the ruse alive and protect her mom's newfound happiness, almost missing the real perfect man when he does come along.

Do U Remember This Face?

2005-10-22T02:19:00.000-07:00

King Ramualdo in The Cave of Golden Rose

Mio Nemico

2005-10-22T02:04:00.000-07:00

Chi amo ed ama me
Mio nemico amaro gioia
L'amor non ha piû pietâ
É nemico mio
Ma che amo puô ferirsi se
Si aprirâ la ferita in noi

Dal petto l'amina
Puô fuggirgli ed io
La colgo io la rapiró
E sara mia e la mia la sua
Mio nemico sa d'amare me
Tu lo sai che ferita ê

col raspiro a me
A te cutturerô
Col primo e l'ultimo

Mio nemico sei
Tutto il bene mio
Col cuore e l'amina

Anche tu lo sei
Che ferita é
Lo sai

Lo t'amo e tu ami me
Mio nemico e bene mio
L'amor non ha piû pietâ
Ê ferita in noi.

Graduation Day

2005-10-21T08:28:00.000-07:00

Clark Kent n Chloe finally graduated from SmallVille High School.

Anywhere But Here

2005-10-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

The Best Man's Baby [Darcy Macguire]

2005-10-19T08:25:00.000-07:00

He didn't know he was a father... until now!

For 4 years wedding planner Skye Andrews has kept a secret from hotshot lawyer Nick Coburn; they have a daughter...

Now Skye's working on a wedding where Nick is the best man - and their attraction is as strong as ever! How long can Skye conceal the real reason she had to leave their relationship?

The Wedding Planner series - Where weddings are all in a day's work!

How R U In Love?

2005-10-16T23:15:00.000-07:00

You take a while to fall in love with someone.

Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone.

You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back.

When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

*** I got this from HIKARU

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

2005-10-14T05:22:00.000-07:00

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and
I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps and
I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's f****d up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone I walk a...

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah,
Aaah-ah Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

U & Me

2005-10-09T00:55:00.000-07:00

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

Everything

2005-10-09T00:41:00.000-07:00

find me here
speak to me
i want to feel you
i need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me
to the place where
i find peace again
you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can i
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now
'cause you're all i want
you are all i need
you are everything
everything

White Flag

2005-10-09T00:31:00.000-07:00

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Perfect Memory

2005-10-02T22:34:00.000-07:00

so you're back on those treasured days
we were young in a world that was so tired
though it's not what we wanted before
even the saints had to crawl from the floor

Chorus:
and i'll remember you
the things that we used to do
the reaching at the chosen goal (?)
if it don't hurt you it won't hurt me enough

Repeat Chorus.

remember how they tried to hold you down
we climbed those towers and looked down upon our town
and everything we hoped would last
always just becomes the past (it hurts)
summers when the money was gone you'd sing
all your little songs that meant everything
to me

Repeat Chorus.

Save Me

2005-10-02T22:28:00.000-07:00

I feel my wings have broken
In your hands
I feel the words unspoken
Inside
When they pull you under
And I would give you any thing you want
You were all I wanted
All my dreams are falling down
Crawling round and round and round

Somebody save me
Let your waters break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just save, save
Come on
I've been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside
And they pull me under
And I would give you anything you want
You were all I wanted
All my dreams have fallen down
Crawling round and round and round

Somebody save me
Let your waters break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just save, save
Come on
I've been waiting for you

All my dreams are on the ground
Crawling' round and round and round

Somebody save me
Let your waters break right through
Somebody save me
I don't' care how you do it
Just save me, save me
I've made this whole world shine for you
Just save, save
Come on
I'm still waiting for you

The Return of Smallville 4

2005-10-02T22:13:00.000-07:00

A few days ago when i was watching tv n seeing the coming soon story of Smallville, i was like WOW!!! Something that i've been looking for for a long, long time. Thanx a lot to TV3 for the best show ever.

Half-Life

2005-09-28T05:43:00.000-07:00

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
And it's one of those moments
When everything is so clear

Before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
To work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
Tell me now, tell me how to make amends

Maybe, I need to see the daylight
To leave behind this half-life
Don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life
Is there really no escape?
No escape from time
Of any kind

I keep trying to understand
This thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
When I figure it out

But I don't mind a few mysteries
They can stay that way it's fine by me
And you are another mystery I am missing

It takes too much out of me to pretend

Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Again

'Cause lately something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life,
Without you I am breaking down
Wake me, let me see the daylight
Save me from this half-life
Let's you and I escape
Escape from time

Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Again

Goodbye Again

2005-09-26T05:51:00.000-07:00

I'm on the outside, looking in
What do I see?
So much of this left to begin
Where would I be?
I'm on the outside, looking in
Cover me through this night

Guess I don't know what's, left to say
But hear me out
All of the dreams of, yesterday
Keep breaking me down
What's on the outside, can you say
Or am I getting carried away

It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
For one last try
So it's goodbye again
Goodbye... again

I'm getting on, what's the use
You know how I get
I can't decide which is the truth
At least not yet
I got the feeling, it's you
What can be said, alone in this room
No...

Who wants you now?
Maybe somebody else
I'll wait around
Maybe you'll forget you were ever here
Maybe forget you were ever, never here

I'm on the outside, looking down
What do I see?
So much of this cold, in the ground
Where would i be?
On the outside, looking down
Cover me before you go

Your falling out,
I'm falling in
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
For one last try
So it's goodbye... again
So it's goodbye again

Breathe

2005-09-26T05:48:00.000-07:00

I
Played the fool today
And I
Can see us vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you

I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe

And I can't ask for things to be still again
No I can't ask for you
To offer the world through your eyes
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you

My window through which
Nothing hides
And everything sings
I'm counting the signs
And cursing the miles in between

But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
That I buried in you

I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe

Angels or Devils

2005-09-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time I will fall
into a place that fails us all inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about
the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in give it up and then
take a breath make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Let Love Lead The Way

2005-09-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun
What does her future hold
That's a story left unknown
Will she make it through her days
Let our love lead the way

Part of me laughs, part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
Why is there joy, why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here, next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith and
let love lead the way
Everything will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way

Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes
All she sees is hurt and pain
She wants to break the chains
She'll keep pressing everyday
And she'll find her own sweet way

You can be all bad
And still can be who you are
You've gotta know for sure
That it isn't make believe

You may feel weak
But you are strong
Don't you give up,girl
If you keep holding on
You'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes
Cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah

Part of me laughs, part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
Why is there joy, why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here, next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith and
let love lead the way
Everything will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way
Love lead the way
Love lead the way

Rasa Yang...

2005-09-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i am happy but sometimes i feel really2 lost. Memandangkan hobi aku yang suka membaca, sepanjang lebih 10 tahun dah beribu (atau puluh ribu) bijik buku yang aku baca. Semuanya citer2 yang happy ending. Kekadang ada yang terkena pada batang hidung sendiri. Perit, tapi itulah realiti hidup. Right? So.. bila je aku terpandang gambar kat atas ni.. it's a feeling i just can't describe. Hai... alangkah bestnya kalau dapat memiliki insan2 seperti ini dalam hidup.. Apa pendapat korang? So... bila je terpk cam tu, maka timbullah tanda tanya dalam kepala aku ni. Have u ever been in love? Sesuatu yang aku rasa xde jawapannya. How was that?

Tadika 2005

2005-09-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

Satu kenangan yang pasti x akan aku lupakan sampai bila2

Dedebu Cinta

2005-09-23T07:48:00.000-07:00

Di wajah curiga dan nada resah

Dirasa berbeza terima segala

Tika terlafaz kata saat kita bersua

Dalam berbicara

Mendung berlabuh dan terbuku di hati sayu

Bertabur dan berlalu

Debu-debunga pilu pergilah bersama rinduku

Tinggallah cintaku yang luka

Semula

Tiada ku duga akhirnya cinta

Di dalam senyuman dikau hancurkan

Impian yang tertera nyata satu persenda

Merantai di jiwa

Kini kau tinggalkan diriku ini

Terbanglah, pergilah debu-debunga

Cinta

All Or Nothing

2005-09-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight somone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't belive it's right I know it , know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Have You Ever?

2005-09-22T04:09:00.000-07:00

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you everhave you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up
to make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so muchI
t's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you everhave you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you everhave you ever

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever
have you ever

Sous Le Vent

2005-09-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

Et si tu crois que j'ai eu peur, c'est faux
Je donne des vacances a mon coeur, un peu de repos
Et si tu crois que j'ai eu tord, attends
Respire un peu le souffle d'or qui me pousse en avant

Et, fais comme si j'avais pris la mer
J'ai sorti la grande voile et j'ai glisse sous le vent
Fais comme si je quittais la terre
J'ai trouve mon etoile, je l'ai suivie un instant
Sous Le Vent

Et si tu crois que c'est fini, jamais
C'est juste une pause, un repit apres les dangers
Et si tu crois que je t'oubli, ecoute
Ouvre ton port aux vents de la nuit, ferme les yeux

Et fais comme si j'avais pris la mer
J'ai sorti la grande voile et j'ai glissee sous le vent
Fais comme si je quittais la terre
J'ai trouve mon étoile, je l'ai suivie un instant
Sous Le Vent

Et si tu crois que c'est fini, jamais (Sous le vent)
C'est juste une pause, un repit apres les dangers
Fais comme si j'avais pris la mer
J'ai sorti la grande voile et j'ai glisse sous le vent
Fais comme si je quittais la terre
J'ai trouve mon etoile, je l'ai suivie un instant

Fais comme si j'avais pris la mer
J'ai sorti la grande voile et j'ai glisse sous le vent
Fais comme si je quittais la terre
J'ai trouve mon etoile, je l'ai suivie un instant
Sous Le Vent
Sous Le Vent

La Clave Para Conquistarte

2005-09-19T07:16:00.000-07:00

Tu sabes bien, que no lo imagine
hay algo especial entre tu y yo
una amistad fue todo hasta ayer
y si hoy te pienso, siento fuego en mi corazon

Como explicar que me sucedio
si solo al verte se enciende mi mirada
y ya no puedo seguir viviendo asi
porque tu amor lo llevo aqui dentro del alma

Hoy estoy decidido a robarte
la clave para conquistarte
no temas mi amor, no importa el que diran
en esta historia es el amor quien vencera
Hoy estoy decidido a robarte
la clave para enamorarte
es tiempo mi amor, no mires hacia atras
es que ha llegado el tiempo de amarte

Something About Her

2005-09-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

Here I am, not knowing where I stand
Here I am, looking for a place to land
My heart in the palm of her hand
A boy dying to be her man
Between tomorrow and yesterday
what I really want to say
Is I'm falling for something about her
She is to me, the rainbow through the rain
She is to me, the laughter through the pain
She is living in my dreams
She is a vision in it seems
That I'm falling for something about her.

Trab Dai

2005-09-18T06:58:00.000-07:00

Meun penh pratom leekit
Tee kit cheevid hai rao song kon
Cheed krai
meun pen pai mai dai
Tae vun nii song jai dai ma pook pun

Mae mee kae mueu plao
Kor kurd plung hai tum puer tur
Mai wun,
kor praw jai chun sung
Hai fah funh maa tarng ja muedmon

Trab dai tee fah
Nun yung me sang dao yoo
Yark hai tur roo
Wah rak mai mee wun harng hai
Ja koi doo laa Prakub prakong pok pong hua jai
Duoy cheevid kong pu chai kon nee
Tee rak tur...

Fah rak dao tout rai
Mai tarng jark jai tee me hai tur
Reur ma
mai wa narn tao rai Chun sun ya,
ja rak tur smur pai

(Repeat)

Duoy cheevid... Kong poo chai kon nee Tee rak tur...

The Little Princess

2005-09-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

This is a poetic love story of star-crossed lovers. They met while a young boy named Anothai tried to save a drowning young girl named Dara. Sealed with a ring as a token of their friendship thus a timeless love began, one that will live in our hearts forever.

Tipparath Dara Kumarie, a precocious little Princess 3rd in line to the Throne, was born to be the Queen of Yasoton Province. Dara was brought up to be an aristocratic young lady. Free spirited, full of confidence, and smart, she always finds herself restless and filled with curiosity. All she wanted is to live a quiet life with her beloved Anothai.

A young soldier, Anothai, who was always aware of his duty as a protector of the land. Ever since he was born, he was taught and groomed with responsibility that one in his position must do for their country when called upon as his father had done before him. Top pupil in his class, admired by his peers, and loathed by his enemies, his future seemed boundless. But the only thing that mattered in life is his love for his country and his undying love for Dara.

While attending military school, Anothai befriended crown Prince Sithipawat. The only son of the current King of Yasoton and first in line to the Throne, the Prince was sent to military school in preparation for his bestrewn. A person born with a weak heart, he often needed looking after and duly pampered. Since he was born, the only thing he cared deeply about is the love he had for his little cousin Dara. He felt ill with his heart broken and later died upon learning the only person he loves more than his own life is in love with someone else.

The country was thrown into turmoil after the Prince’s death. The King has decided to give up the Throne due to his age. After Princess Kaekai, 2nd in line to the Throne, was used as a pawn in a political chess game and married off to Prince Chaiyun of the neighboring Province, the only person left to take over the Throne is Dara.

Ever since Dara’s true identity was revealed, Anothai always knew he and Dara can never be and would often remind himself of his place. Love from a far like a painter loves his painting on a wall... protect, love, and admire. When a coup to be rid of Dara failed, rumor was spread by the Prince Chaiyun and his wife Princess Kaekai about the secret love between Dara and Anothai. To assure Dara's place as the Queen of Yasoton as he had planned and protect her honor, Anothai came forward and accepted sole responsibility as a person of revoltion. In doing so, he committed treason and the only punishment for such crime is death. On the day Dara was crowned the first Queen of Yasoton and the eight line of succession of Leurd Kattiya, Anothai was executed.

"Chua cheevid kong Anothai ruk Dara pieng kae kondeow, ruk... ying kuo cheevid kong tuo aing... Dara jum wai na!" Anothai

“As long as there’s still breath in my body, Anothai is willing to serve Dala always” Anothai

Sugar Fox & Ice Cube

2005-09-18T06:53:00.000-07:00

Kemsamarat, who is Kongpope's dad, found out that he has lung cancer and will die shortly. Before he does he wants to make reminisce with Jakkrapot's family. Kemsamarat once owned a big business with Jakkrapot but then he betrayed Jakkrapot and took all of the business. Jakkrapot then dies because of this. So Kemsamarat, knowing that he's going to die, wants to make up for his wrong doings to Jakkrapot's wife and daughter Namnueng (Piyada). But Anong (Jakkrapot's wife) wouldn't forgive him and she just wants her husband back, which is impossible. Kemsamarat felt guiltier then before. Since, Anong refused to accept any money from him, he changed his will and gave 500 million bahts to Numnueng, the only child of his friend.

Kongpope returns home from America only to find out that his late father had left half a million baht to a girl whom he had never met. Kongpope told his friend, Tin, not to tell anyone about the will. Kongpope lied to Tin and his father that he'd tell her himself. Tin and his father believed him and didn't tell anyone. Kongpope plans to get all of his money back, so he decides to trick Namneung into falling in love with him. Kongpope uses every technique he had to make her fall in love with him. As it turned out, Namneung is not like most of the girls he had encountered in his life. She didn't give into him easily. She suspects what a hi-class man would want with a normal, hairstylist like her. Namneung's mom doesn't like Kongpope one bit. She suspects that he is not being truthful to Namneung and warns Namneung to stay away from him.

Time passes, and eventually Namneung falls for Kongpope like he had hoped. He took this chance and asks for her hand in marriage. She was reluctant at first because they are obviously moving too fast. But all that mattered is that Namneung is in love with Kongpope, so she agreed. Namneung however doesn't know Kongpope is using her for her inheritance. Kongpope's aunt found out that Kongpope is merely using Namneung for the inheritance and was really happy even though, she wanted Kongpope to marry Pornfah.

At the wedding, everything seemed perfect. Namneung was happy that her mother came and thought that everything would be great from now on. She was wrong. On the day of their marriage, Namneung was brought up to the top floor of the hotel to sign some papers. It is the paper that gives Kongpope the right to control all of her money. She signed it, to prove that she really does love Kongpope and doesn't care about the money. By this time, Namneung's mom and her friends had already found out the truth about Kongpope's true intention. They rushed to warn Namneung, but too late. The deed was done. The truth came out that Kongpope was really just using Namneung. Feeling crushed and betrayed by her love, Namneung all in tears, told Kongpope that she doesn't want him to bother her again. She asked what his heart is made of and why is it so cold. Kongpope tried to explain himself, but Namneung and everyone else wouldn't listen to him. Namneung then ran off. At this point, Kongpope realizes that he is in love with Namneung for real.

The next day, Namneung became a total different person. She told herself not to be weak and not to trust anyone easily. She went to Kongpope's house, along with Tin and his father, to file for divorce. Namneung had 3 requests for Kongpope: One, to forget about the papers that she had signed. Two, give her back her half million baht. Finally, three, the last request is for a divorce. Kongpope was shocked that Namneung wanted a divorce. He agreed to the first two, but refused to divorce Namneung.

The next day, Kongpope went to Tin's house to get Namneung to come live with him. Namneung said she would if he followed her three requests: One, everyone in the household would treat her as a lady of the house. Two, she has the same rights as him. Three, he cannot touch her in any way whatsoever, or else she'd leave him. Kongpope agreed.
Namneung is using this chance to get Kongpope to divorce her. She'd spend all of his money, buying jewelry, unnecessary things and cars for her mom, and friends. She also went to his business place, 'Harlem Member Club', and took over. Jenny and Praewloung, who too wanted to marry Kongpope, went to tell Kongpope. Kongpope came and took Namneung away. In the car, he got really mad at her because all she talked about was wanting to divorce him, so he forcefully kissed her. Namneung, in tears then left him.

One day, Namneung and Tin went to look for a place at a resort where, she'd take her mom to rest. Kongpope found out and thought that Tin and Namneung were having an affair, so he followed them. He found them in time and misunderstood that Namneung is sleeping with Tin. Kongpope got really mad and took Namneung with him to a little house by the beach. There, out of anger and his love for her, he forced her into bed. The couple stayed at the house for a little while, and became close once again. Kongpope asked Namneung for her forgiveness and she agreed for she still loves him. Both returned home and more misunderstandings occurred. Kongpope's aunt and Pornfah convinced Kongpope that Namneung and her male friend, Tor, were lovers. Kongpope begins to notice that they are too close and got jealous. He confronted Namneung about Tor, but Namneung assured him that they are just friends. He didn't believe her, so he drove out to the Harlem and got drunk. Pornfah followed him and snuck in sleeping pills in his drinks. Then, she drove him to a hotel and made it seemed like they slept together.

The next morning, Pornfah called Namneung and told her to come and get Kongpope. Namneung went to the hotel and found Kongpope sleeping with Pornfah. Crushed once again, she decided to divorce him believing that he doesn't love her. Kongpope came back with no recollection about the event that happened last night. He found a divorce paper signed by Namneung and doesn't understand why she wants to divorce him. He thought for sure that she wants to divorce him for Tor. Namneung found out she's pregnant with Kongpope's baby, but kept it secret. She decided to leave on her own to forget about Kongpope. Kongpope traced down the event that happened, and found out that his aunt with Pornfah were the ones scheming around to keep him and Namneung apart. He goes to find her, but it was too late. She had already left. Namneung's friends and mom found out the whole truth and told Kongpope to find Namneung.

Kongpope went to the hospital where Namneung had stopped. The doctor then told him about Namneung and his baby. Kongpope was shocked to find out that Namneung is pregnant with his child. He had to find her no matter what and make her understand.

Kongpope went to the train station and after a while of looking he found Namneung already on the train. He told her the whole truth, but Namneung refused to listen. Kongpope begged and begged Namneung to come out and that he is sorry for not trusting her. The security guards came and took Kongpope away. At that moment, the train also left the station with Kongpope running after Namneung who is still on the train. Kongpope tripped and fell, and the train had left his sight. Out of despair and lost of hope, Kongpope made his way back. He found Namneung standing on his path and couldn't believe his eyes. Both stared at each other for a bit then Kongpope said he was sorry and that he loves her. He asked for forgiveness again and she forgave him, and they ran into each other's arms. They finally understood each other.

303

2005-09-18T06:30:00.000-07:00

The story was about a group of first year students at St. George High School who tried to dig up any clues as to why a top student committed suicide many years ago.

One night, they called upon his spirit to answer their question using Ouija board. The last word they got from him was "MURDER" before the room went totally berserk. They swore to keep what happened that night a secret.

Soon after that, their classmates mysteriously died one-by-one and the group of friends had to stick together to fight the evil that let loose within their school.

Gwah Jah Roo

2005-09-18T04:58:00.000-07:00

mai me cum wah ruk

jock jai tee glong chot

namtha crai jah lai mai care

gaw rak penh cae game

cae game kong pue pae

hua jai crai aon ae gaw chump pai

thae suttai jai cone tee kit wah mun nae

gaw thunk pae yup yern hai cup cum cum nee

gwa jah roo

jah seung teung cum wah rak

gaw thunk raw jone wun tee mun mai leur crai

chun peung roo thua wun nee

wah cot tur muon cot jai

wah chun rak tur cae nai meur mai mee tur

gee wun tee pon pone

gee cone bone sent tong

mai mee crai thit cong cah jai

gaw mee peang thae tur

hong gun pai thunk glai

hua jai young mai wai kit teung tur

chock sutai cong cone

tee kit wah mun nae

gaw ceu pae yup yern hai cup tur cone nee

chorus 2x

wah chewit raew rai cae nai meur mai mee tur

La Duda

2005-09-14T04:10:00.000-07:00

por que te tengo que olvidar
por que te tengo que borrar
si a mi me falta darte tanto
y sin tu risa todo es llanto
que me arranques de tu piel

CHOROS
por que te vas
no ves que no hay lugar en mi
para nadie mas
por que te vas
no ves no se olvidar
corazon corazon
mi destino esta marcado
desde el dia en que te vi
vuelve junto a mi

por que se tiene que acabar
por que tengo que borrar
si me falta darte tanto
y sin tu risa todo es llanto
que me arranques de tu piel
quitame la duda vuelve y besame

CHOROS
por que te vas
no ves que no hay lugar en mi
para nadie mas
por que te vas
no ves no se olvidar
corazon corazon

(repeat Choros 2x)

mi destino esta marcado
desde el dia en que te vi
y, vuelve junto a mi
vuelve junto a mi.

Con Ella

2005-09-14T03:52:00.000-07:00

Ella siempre ha estado junto a mi
antes de llegar ya estaba en mi
con que fuerza habre pensado en ella
que surco el espacio en una estrella
respondiendole a mi amor.

Ella se ha metido tanto en mi
que planto bandera y se quedo
dijo que el amor no da razon
y sencillamente se instalo
en lo mas hondo de mi corazon.

Con ella solo con ella
cada noche yo me vuelvo a enamorar
y la luna cuando supo que ella estaba
se colo por mi ventana
a pintar de azul y plata
nuestro gran amor.

Con ella solo con ella
cada noche yo me vuelvo a enamorar
y el silencio que era grande como el cielo
se lleno con un te quiero
desde aqui a la eternidad.

Con ella, ah, solo con ella.

Ella es diferente a las demas
es como se ve sin mas ni mas
ella no hace esfuerzos por gustar
y por eso siempre se le ve tan natural.

Ella es horizonte en altamar
mezcla de ilusion y realidad
ella para mi es tan especial
fragil como un hilo de cristal
pero a la vez tan fuerte para amar.

Con ella solo con ella
cada noche yo me vuelvo a enamorar
y la luna cuando supo que ella estaba
se colo por mi ventana
a pintar de azul y plata
nuestro gran amor.

Con ella solo con ella
cada noche yo me vuelvo a enamorar
y el silencio que era grande como el cielo
se lleno con un te quiero
desde aqui a la eternidad

Con ella solo con ella
cada noche yo me vuelvo a enamorar
y el silencio que era grande como el cielo
se lleno con un te quiero
desde aqui a la eternidad.

Con ella, ah, solo con ella.

At The Beginning

2005-09-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Yeah

Life is a road that I wanna keep going on
Love is a river, I wanna keep going

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

When U Believe

2005-09-13T05:56:00.000-07:00

[Verse 1]
Many nights I pray
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts, a hope for song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could, oh yes

[CHORUS]
There can be miracles when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

[Verse 2]
Oh yeah, in this time of fear
When paryers so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I'm standing here
My heart so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

[CHORUS]

[Verse 3]
They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh

[CHORUS]

[End]
You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe
I believe, I believe
Just believe
You will when you believe

Now U Know

2005-09-13T05:54:00.000-07:00

In these eyes
More than words
More than anything that I've spoken
As the skies turned to gray
My heart's is just about to crack open
So the story goes
There’s something you should know
Before I walk away
and I blow the ending

[Chorus]
and I never wanna be with out you
Oh no, hear I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
there’s no ending
I must have been wrong with out chu (You)
Oh no
There I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

Feel so right
Craving oxygen
On this truths left me empty
Will you run
Can you handle it
Cause I need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But I’m hoping you’ll stay for the happy ending

[Chorus]
and I never wanna be with out you
Oh no, hear I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
there’s no ending
I must have been wrong to doubt chu (You)
Oh no
There I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

No I won’t look back
When I tell you what I think about chu (You)
No I won’t look back
When I tell you what I think about chu (You)

So the story goes
Yeah
You already know
So don’t be a fool
And go spoil the ending

[Chorus]
and I never wanna be with out you
Oh no, hear I go
Now you know
What I feel about chu (you)
there’s no ending
I must have been wrong to doubt chu (You)
Oh no
There I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know
[Chorus- Repeat twice]

Muka-muka Comel Kat Tadika...

2005-09-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

Last Thing On My Mind

2005-09-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

Four o’clock in the morning
My mind’s filled with a thousand thoughts of you
How you left me without a warning
But looking back I’m sure you tried to talk it through

Now I say it so clearly
We have been together but living separate lives

So, I wanna tell you I’m sorry
Baby, I can’t find the words
But, if I could
Than you know I would, yeahhhhhh

No, I won’t let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

You carried me like a river
How far we have come still surprises me

Now, I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)
Staring back is a man I used to be with you
How I longed for you

No, I won’t let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

Girl I’m sorry I was wrong
Couldn’t be there, should have been so strong
So, I’m sorry

Ohhhhhhh
No, I won’t let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind (on my mind)

I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind
On my mind (on my mind)

Let Me Go

2005-09-10T03:16:00.000-07:00

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something i deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[chorus]
You love me but you don't know who i am
I'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
And you love me but you don't know who i am
So let me go Let me go

I dream ahead to what i hope for
And i turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When i know what i'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[chorus]
You love me but you don't know who i am
I'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
You love me but you don't know who i am
So let me go Just let me goo...Let me go

And no matter how hard i try
I can't escape these things inside i know I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[chorus]
You love me but you don't know who i am
I'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
And you love me but you don't know who i am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who i am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

I'll Be

2005-09-08T04:13:00.000-07:00

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together Dress it up in the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

Chorus

I've dropped outburned upfought my way back from the dead
Tuned inturned onremembered the thing you said

Chorus

Rosie Dunne

2005-09-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

Novel ni pelik sket... sebabnya dari muka surat 1 sampai la ke muka surat 103 semasa aku membacanya langsung xde dialog. Heran betul sebab sepanjang aku membaca semuanya hanya cebisan nota, surat, email dan instant message. Sebelum ni kalau aku baca buku BI kejap je abis sebab aku hanya baca dialog, yang selebihnya aku skimming je (nak cepat habis baca la katakan). So sebab nak tahu, aku pun skimming la da whole book. X penah aku jumpa novel yang mcm ni. Semua isi cerita adalah berdasarkan notes, surat, postcard, email & of course instant message. Bila aku bukak page yang last skali, baru la aku faham rupa2nya watak utama citer ni iaitu Rosie Dunne sedang membaca kisah hidupnya dari zaman kanak2 sampai la ke zaman di mana dia sudah mempunyai seorang anak. It's very interesting n so much different from other stories. Have fun if u want 2 read it.

Relax, Relax, Relax...

2005-09-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

that is something i've been trying to do ever since i don't really have time to relax. only when i sleep. penat woo... saper yang keje non stop tu paham la macam mana. anyway, ari ni i'm quite happy, thanx to my friend; hana (u know who u r). thanx a lot for helping me keeping things going the right way... hehehe... sorry ek fadhli sebab curi awek fadhli buat sementara waktu tadi..