Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Half-Life



I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
And it's one of those moments
When everything is so clear

Before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
To work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
Tell me now, tell me how to make amends

Maybe, I need to see the daylight
To leave behind this half-life
Don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life
Is there really no escape?
No escape from time
Of any kind

I keep trying to understand
This thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
When I figure it out

But I don't mind a few mysteries
They can stay that way it's fine by me
And you are another mystery I am missing

It takes too much out of me to pretend

Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Again

'Cause lately something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life,
Without you I am breaking down
Wake me, let me see the daylight
Save me from this half-life
Let's you and I escape
Escape from time

Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Again

Monday, September 26, 2005

Goodbye Again

I'm on the outside, looking in
What do I see?
So much of this left to begin
Where would I be?
I'm on the outside, looking in
Cover me through this night


Guess I don't know what's, left to say
But hear me out
All of the dreams of, yesterday
Keep breaking me down
What's on the outside, can you say
Or am I getting carried away

It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
For one last try
So it's goodbye again
Goodbye... again

I'm getting on, what's the use
You know how I get
I can't decide which is the truth
At least not yet
I got the feeling, it's you
What can be said, alone in this room
No...

Who wants you now?
Maybe somebody else
I'll wait around
Maybe you'll forget you were ever here
Maybe forget you were ever, never here

I'm on the outside, looking down
What do I see?
So much of this cold, in the ground
Where would i be?
On the outside, looking down
Cover me before you go

Your falling out,
I'm falling in
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
For one last try
So it's goodbye... again
So it's goodbye again

Breathe

I
Played the fool today
And I
Can see us vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you

I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe

And I can't ask for things to be still again
No I can't ask for you
To offer the world through your eyes
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you

My window through which
Nothing hides
And everything sings
I'm counting the signs
And cursing the miles in between

But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
That I buried in you

I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe

Angels or Devils



this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time I will fall
into a place that fails us all inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about
the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in give it up and then
take a breath make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Let Love Lead The Way

What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun
What does her future hold
That's a story left unknown
Will she make it through her days
Let our love lead the way

Part of me laughs, part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
Why is there joy, why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here, next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith and
let love lead the way
Everything will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way

Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes
All she sees is hurt and pain
She wants to break the chains
She'll keep pressing everyday
And she'll find her own sweet way

You can be all bad
And still can be who you are
You've gotta know for sure
That it isn't make believe

You may feel weak
But you are strong
Don't you give up,girl
If you keep holding on
You'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes
Cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah

Part of me laughs, part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
Why is there joy, why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here, next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith and
let love lead the way
Everything will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way

Love lead the way
Love lead the way

Friday, September 23, 2005

Rasa Yang...

Sometimes, i am happy but sometimes i feel really2 lost. Memandangkan hobi aku yang suka membaca, sepanjang lebih 10 tahun dah beribu (atau puluh ribu) bijik buku yang aku baca. Semuanya citer2 yang happy ending. Kekadang ada yang terkena pada batang hidung sendiri. Perit, tapi itulah realiti hidup. Right? So.. bila je aku terpandang gambar kat atas ni.. it's a feeling i just can't describe. Hai... alangkah bestnya kalau dapat memiliki insan2 seperti ini dalam hidup.. Apa pendapat korang? So... bila je terpk cam tu, maka timbullah tanda tanya dalam kepala aku ni. Have u ever been in love? Sesuatu yang aku rasa xde jawapannya. How was that?

Tadika 2005



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