Friday, June 16, 2006

Akukah Itu?

A.K.U.

- sangat bersopan santun : rasernyer x sangat..
- mudah bertolak ansur : dgn kwn iyer (tgk situasi)
- sangat cermat teliti dan teratur : utk certain benda yg aku suke jek
- suka menegur kesilapan orang lain dan mengkritik : agaknya tapi rasernya aku yang slalu kene tegur.. hehehe c",)
- pendiam tapi pandai bercakap : ya, betol
- sikapnya sangat cool : cool lah memula kalo tak cari psl
- sangat baik dan mudah simpati : ada ketikanya jugak la :)
- sangat prihatin dan berperinci : prihatin? ntah la, mungkin
- amanah, setia dan jujur : i'm working on it :)
- kerja yang dilakukan sangat sempurna : tak jugak
- sangat sensitif yang tidak diketahui : ini yer
- orangnya banyak berfikir tapi pendiam : aah, suke pikir terkedepan, sampaikan banyak rambut luruh (nasib baik x botak, hehehe) :)
- daya pentaakulan yang baik : mak aih ..
- otak bijak dan mudah belajar : boleh tahan tapi malas lebih berleluasa
- suka mencari maklumat : sebagai persediaan utk menghadapi apa2 yang mendatang
- kawal diri dari terlalu mengkritik : i try to tapi kadang2 terlepas jugak :)
- pandai mendorong diri sendiri : yer ah, sape nak dorong lg?
- mudah memahami orang lain (daya firasat yang tinggi) : memahami tp takleh nak control mulut dari beri nasihat
- simpan rahsia : emm
- suka sukan, hiburan dan melancung : sukan? tgk kat tv boleh la. yg lain, boleh la...
- kurang menunjukkan perasaannya : mana ada, mesti xleh sembunyi kat org
- terluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan : ini mmg yer..aku nih kuat berdendam
- terlalu memilih pasangan : err.. taklah.. tapi susah nak cari yang boleh menerima diri ini seadanya.. maklumlah skang ni aku dah jadi anak yatim :(
- sukakan benda yang luas : luas? kalau bilik yang luas ya.. sebab aku byk barang :)
- kerja bersistematik : mcm tak logik jek ini aku

Monday, March 27, 2006

That's The Way It Is

I can read your mind
And I know your story
I see what you're going through
Yeah ....
It's an uphill climb
And I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you
Yeah ....

~ * ~ * ~

Don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

~ * ~ * ~

When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

~ * ~ * ~

When you question me
For a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see
If you stick together
You're gonna find the way

~ * ~ * ~

So don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

~ * ~ * ~

When life is empty
With no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby don't worry
Forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all

~ * ~ * ~

Ohhhhhh .....
When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

~ * ~ * ~

Photograph

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out

This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when

I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I miss it now
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me

Monday, February 20, 2006

The Greek's Bridal Bargain [Melanie Melburne]

"Bryony Mercer is stunned when Kane Kaproulias returns to Mercyfields – her family home. When she was 17, Kane was the son of the promiscuous housekeeper and the last time Bryony saw him he was being carted off in a police van. Now Kane is every inch a Greek Tycoon – he oozes wealth – and power! And Kane isn’t back to pay his respects – he’s back for revenge….
Kane now has Bryony’s family in the palm of his hands – her father has been doing some very shady deals and not only is he about to lose all of his money, his business associates are out for blood. Kane had always been treated like dirt by the Mercer family – Bryony included – he was just staff, and was treated accordingly. But the attraction between he and Bryony has sizzled…and the night before Kane was arrested they shared a passionate kiss. Now Kane has bought Merceyfields – and he’s also bought Bryony to be his bride!
Bryony is disgusted – she hates Kane, she’s not going to be sold into marriage. But it soon becomes clear that Bryony has no choice, Kane has a watertight arrangement she will become his bride! As far as Bryony is concerned, Kane is still the thug that vandalized her family’s home. What Bryony doesn’t realize is that Kane had a very good reason for doing this – he had just discovered how his mother had been paying for his private education, she had prostituted herself to Bryony’s father!
After a simple ceremony, Kane whisks Bryony off to a private beach for their honeymoon – Bryony’s half furious that Kane is keeping his hands to himself…but quickly their passion explodes! Bryony is a virgin – and she realizes that part of her has always been waiting for Kane.
As the truths and the lies of the past spill out, Bryony realizes that Kane is innocent. Can she forgive him for marrying her for revenge….?"

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Kasihku Sinar

Melangkah mengharapkan hadir dirimu
Ku genggam segala memori
Kita dewasa bersama
Menuju satu cita walau jalan berbeza

chorus:
Kasihku sinar tanpa cinta
Sinarnya tanpa asmara
Dengarilah hatiku rindu
Kasihku mekar tak berbunga
Mekarnya di dalam jiwa
Biarkanlah biarkan saja
Kasihku sinar

Andai kau ada di sini
Terukirlah senyuman tersingkir rasa sepi
Andai kau pergi dari sisi jangan di singkir
Diriku dari mimpimu

chorus
Kasihku sinat tanpa cinta
Sinarnya tanpa asmara
Dengarilah hatiku rindu
Kasihku mekar tak berbunga
Mekarnya di dalam jiwa
Biarkanlah biarkan saja(biarkan..)
Biarkanlah...
Biarkan saja...
Kasihku sinar....kasihku sinar

I Still

Who are you now
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

Chorus:I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel youLike I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

(Repeat chorus)

I wish I could find you
Just like I found you
Then I would never let you go

Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) from you

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Rafael's Convinient Proposal [Rebecca Winters]


A Mediterranean marriage!
Mallory Ellis is facing the ultimate dilemma: Mediterranean aristocrat Rafael D'Afonso is offering her the family she's always wanted. But can she risk giving up her high-flying career for the chance of motherhood when all Rafael is offering is a marriage in name only...?

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Addressing 2 All

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

R U Real @ Simple?!

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A realfriend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A realfriend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A realfriend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A realfriend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A realfriend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A realfriend expects to always be there for you!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as she turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleepOnly in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

Monday, January 23, 2006

The Outback Engagement [Margaret Way]




Explanation please!

Darcy is shocked by the contents of her late father's will. She might have inherited half his estate - but the other half has gone to her estranged sister, Courtney. Not only that, her father has given overall control to Curt Berenger, a man her father hated... but whom Darcy once nearly married...

To Darcy's horror, her gold-digging sister is now making a move on Curt. Her Curt. Curt whom Darcy has to work with, despite everything they've been through. Curt who deserves an explanation for what happened years ago...

Friday, January 20, 2006

Tiada Ertinya

Lara... tiada akhirnya
Pabila menatap resah
Sepi... hingga waktu berkubur

Sayu... makin menghukum
Di dada... terhiris kalbu
Oh adakah ini kan terus berlalu

Apa nilainya jika sangsimu mengganggu
Untuk kembali ke pangkuan dan bermesra denganku

Tiada ertinya di sini
Tiada ertinya berkasih
Semua telah kau bawa dan berlalu tinggalkanku
Tiada ertinya menanti
Tiada ertinya buatku padamu
Diri yang merindui

Oohh apa... yang ku mahukan
Bagimu... tiada ruangan
Berdiri dan memeluk dirimu

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Can't Stop Fallin' In Love

oooh hooo oooh
dee doo doo
i just cant help falling in love with you

wise men say only fools rush in
but i cant help falling in love with you

shall i stay
would it be a sin
if i cant help falling in love with you

like a river flows to the sea
so it goes somethings are meant to be
somethings are meant to be

take my hand (take my hand)
take my whole life too (whole life too)
for i cant help falling in love with you

wise men say only fools rush in
but i i cant i cant i cant help falling in love with you

like a river flows to the sea
so it goes somethings are meant to be
somethings are meant to be

take my hand (take my hand)
take my whole life too (whole life too)
for i cant help falling in love with you

take my hand (take my hand)
take my whole life too (whole life too)
for i cant help falling in love with you (loving you)
for i cant help falling in love falling in love with you
like a river flows thats the way it goes i just cant help falling in love with you
fallin in love with you
like a river flows thats the way it goes i just cant help it falling in love with you
(my whole life too)
(i just cant help myself)
like a river flows thats the way it goes i just cant help it falling in love with you
cuz i cant help falling in love with you

I Turn To You

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way
And when I'm scared and losing ground
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top
You're always there; giving me all you've got

For a shield from the storm
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose my will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing
'cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend, you're always on my side
Giving me faith that gets me through the night

For a shield from the storm
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
for a heart I can rely on through anything
For that one who I can run to....I turn to you

For a shield from the storm
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true, I turn to you

For a shield from the storm
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Never Gonna Leave Your Side

I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child who's lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
Recalling times gone by
And crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again
'till you come to me
yeah

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

I Don't Wanna Be

I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anything other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to doIs think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situtaion-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be
Anything other that what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to doIs think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I don't want to be

Someone's Watching Over Me

I found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Dalam Gerimis

Rindu... semakin berakar umbi
Yang kurasai
Saat kau pergi
Hujan... bagai mengundang nestapa
Titis airnya
Bersama deru tangisanmu...
Buat kali pertama
Ku melihat (oh) airmatanya
Sejakku kenali dia
Sepinya kurasa
Disaat berduka
Inikah noktahnya
Pertemuan kita
Andai
Begitu suratan takdir
Usah lagi kita mungkir
Bersyukur pada rahmatNya
Kasih
Berpegang pada hakikat
Waktu yang bakal menjawab
Siapa yang benar
Pasti... aku kan tetap menanti
Ku dibayangi
Seribu mimpi
Hujan... menghilang dengan langkahnya
Ku merindui
Dalam gerimis
Yang menghiris...

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fall To Pieces

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

Bagaikan semusim berlalu...

Dah agak lama aku x menghabiskan masa di ruang ini. Semenjak aku kehilangan the 1st man in my life pada 14 Disember lepas (hari lahirku yang ke-25). Semua perasaan bercampur aduk, susah nak dihuraikan dengan kata-kata. Yang pastinya aku kesedihan & rasa terkilan yang amat sangat. Petanda sudah ada tetapi aku ketepikan ia, mungkin x ada apa2. I didn't pay much attention, that's what I regret most. But I have to let him go. Although he's not around anymore, he's always in my heart & memory. Doa & harapan aku, semoga roh ayah, arwah datuk & nenek dirahmati oleh Yang Maha Esa & ditempatkan bersama golongan orang2 yang beriman. Amin.

Salam Terakhir

Sampaikan salam buat semua
Salam terakhir salam teristimewa
Kepada kau yang tersayang
Pada teman yang ku kenang
Pemergian ku ini tak dirancang

Usah bertanya mengapa aku
Mengucap salam terakhir kepada mu
Kerna waktu berputaran
Bimbang tak berkesempatan
Melahirkan kerinduan terhadapmu

Demi sebuah kenyataan
Yang amat menyakitkan
Aku yang tidak berdaya
Hanya berserah padaNya

Salam akhir
Salam yang teristimewa
KepadaNya ku memohon keampunan
MelaluiNya ku beri kemaafan
Kepadamu

Andainya aku punya waktu
Masih ku ingin mengulangi semula
Saat indah bersama mu
Sayang tak berkesempatan
Abadikan saja salam ku di ingatan

Salam ku yang terakhir

Their Pregnancy Bombshell [Barbara McMahon]




Living life to her full?

Her only daughter has just got married and now, nearing forty, Sara Simpson is celebrating... her own marriage! It was hard being a single mum, but with her new live-life-to-the-full attitude she's jumped headfirst into a whirlwind wedding.

With her gorgeous new husband she plans to have some fun, travel the world and celebrate her freedom. But then Sara discovers she's fallen pregnant on their wedding night!